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  • Harper, 5, and Max, 2

    Halfway into being 5 and 2, it feels like a year of transitions for Harper and Max. We're pretty much out of the baby years (a world without diapers, what?!) and Harper is about to start kindergarten in the fall. Max went from looking like this:

    to this, in just a few short months.

    I joke that he is basically a feral child because he is always covered in a combination of dirt, snot and food. And because we're in love with his curls, we stopped cutting his hair. So it's always a floppy mess. 

    He's also always going at full speed, but doesn't have much control. So he's covered in scrapes and bruises most of the time. He's had his share of fat lips and a bloody nose recently. But he just gets right back up and keeps going. 

    His personality bounces between being super sweet and screaming. 

    I remember Harper being extra adorable as a 2-year-old and he's starting to enter that phase. I am REALLY grateful to finally be past the stage where he just runs away from me at full speed into various kinds of oncoming danger. If we yell "red light!" he will stop now. 

    He's been going to the Clifbar daycare 3 days a week for most of the year, in the classroom next to Harper. The other two days he stays home with me. 


    Yes, we will take all the free Clif bars we can get!

    This was NOT the plan for this year, so it has been a big adjustment. His more affordable daycare fell through, so we have pinched every penny we could to make it with this scenario until Harper starts kindergarten. At that point, I am hoping to transition out of working at my retail jobs and into more teaching classes and making things. 

    Not surprisingly, we have been sick all.the.time - including Max getting hand, foot and mouth disease — so that has added another layer of difficulty to this year. 

    I am grateful for Max's sunny personality, though. His teachers say he is super sweet and pretty compliant at school. He still takes 2-hour naps for me, and he sometimes falls asleep at the lunch table at school. He's just a pretty relaxed little dude - unless you tell him he can't watch something on TV!

    He is absolutely Harper's little shadow. He copies everything she does (to her understandable annoyance) and follows her and her friends around at school. 

    As a result, he has started carrying a purse and wearing a lot of jewelry, which cracks me up.

    They do play together sometimes. There is a LOT of fighting over toys and tattling on each other. I can't blame Harper for being mad sometimes because, as the older one, she has to put up with a lot of his immature behavior. 

    They've had a few melt-your-heart moments. Mostly with her trying to help him do something. We took them to the beach recently, and although Max was tentative at first, they both loved the water.

    We also took them on a pretty good hike up Mt. Tamalpais, which we have been meaning to do for years. They both did really well with the physical part, and it was SO beautiful up there. But Harper fell a few times (she had the wrong shoes on) and so by the end she kept saying she never wanted to go on a hike again. 

    So we'll have to work on convincing her to do another hike, but I think in the long run it's good to expose them to the outdoors as much as possible. 

    We had a really fun time exploring this old building in Richmond called Winehaven. It's some kind of wine distribution center that looks like a castle and would make an amazing event venue. But it had kind of fallen into ruin, so the mayor is trying to bring it back. If you go up on the roof you get an amazing view of the bay and Marin. 

    Most of our outings still end with two kids passed out in the back seat! Mike's parents are coming in a couple of weeks and we are taking the whole family to Yosemite. So we'll see how they do with a longer trip with more car time (fingers crossed!). 

    Grammie came for a visit last month and she had such a good time bonding with Harper. I think Harper is finally old enough to show a real interest in a lot of different things, so they can play together in a whole new way. 

    Harper is in full-on princess mode most of the time now. It's a princess-Barbie-mermaid world. And even though I have an eyeroll for that stuff sometimes, I can also relate to it. I was a 5-year-old girl once. So I actually find it more fun to play with her now. 

    She wants to grow her hair long so she can have all kinds of pigtails and braids and such. I can't get enough of the little dash of freckles on her nose that comes out in the summer. 

    She did gymnastics at school and really liked it. We want to get her in swimming lessons this summer. She's starting to have more trepidation about doing things right, especially when it comes to sports. But I think once she starts something she gets into it. 

    She has constant questions about how the world works now. Which I both love and find exhausting. I can't be surprised that she's a curious person, though!

    She doesn't seem worried about going to kindergarten, even though it will mean making a whole different friend group. She's scheduled to go to the school that's closest to our house, but at least so far I don't know anyone else who will be in her class. We've become good friends with the parents of some of her friends, so hopefully we can all still stay in touch. 

    They both sleep through the night unless there is something unusual going on. Like Max had a long stretch of waking up once, but I think it was because he was sick a few times. We had talked about putting them both in the same room, but ultimately decided not to. Harper actually goes to sleep about an hour earlier than Max, although I think that will change as they get older. 

    She's in a very silly phase. Lots of dancing and fart jokes and made-up songs. 

    They both had huge growth spurts recently where I had to clean out their clothes and go up a size. They don't have much baby chub left! I can't really tell if they will be tall as adults. And though it seems like they are losing their blond hair as they get older, we still get many, many comments on it! I guess it's because it's a noticeable thing for strangers to talk about? Anyway, I found this old photo of Mike and it totally proves where the hair comes from. 

    Next up for Max is potty training. We were actually going to do it over Memorial Day weekend, but we had 3 parties to go to, so it didn't seem like the right time. I think he is ready and I don't want to miss the window. We're planning to do the same method (Oh Crap potty training book) as we did with Harper, since it worked so well. 

    Harper has a big transition coming up, but she's always handled those well. I think we're the ones that will struggle with her becoming a school-age kid. 

    I know I will shed a few tears at her preschool graduation next week. I'm so proud and of her bravery and inspired by her on a daily basis!

  • No. 2

    I can't believe I forgot to mention that we're having a baby!

    One of my lab tests got lost (WTF?) so it took longer than expected for us to reveal the news on Facebook. But yes, Harper is getting a sibling around Dec. 30. We probably won't find out for a few more weeks whether it is a boy or girl, but we are definitely finding out.

    It will be interesting to see if this winds up being a Christmas, New Years, or super late baby. We keep joking that we need a December baby for tax purposes!

    So far everything has gone well, although it has been harder than last time for sure. I started my job right around the time I found out I was pregnant, so it was a lot of new things at once. The nausea was a little worse and I feel a lot bigger a lot sooner. I get these pains under my ribcage that I probably didn't get until I was 6 months along last time. But one bonus is that at 16 weeks I can already feel some little movements.

    I'm hoping to start prenatal yoga soon, and I'm thinking it might be fun to take a little babymoon in Calistoga. I hear there is supposed to be a big energy boost in the second trimester, but I'm still waiting for that to kick in...

  • Waiting for baby

    Shopping in the city at 37 weeks.

    I have 9 days until my due date. Single digits now.

    It's a very strange place to be in...just waiting for your whole life to change. I'm glad I stopped working so early. I still have a couple orders to fulfill here and there, but mostly I can relax and do holiday-related things. Or take a nap.

    I realized that my holiday seasons are always insanely hectic because I am either prepping for craft shows or taking a big trip, or both. It's nice to just chill and bake cookies.

    Harper has been super clingy lately, but I can't tell if it's because she knows she's about to lose a lot of my attention or because she is almost 3. She's in a big "mommy do it" phase. But it's usually about some mundane thing that seems more about control than anything else. I am no expert with this stuff. I'm just trying to love on her an extra lot. She completely exhausts me sometimes, but she is such an extraordinary little person. It's so hard to imagine what her little brother will be like. I'm dying to know!

    My sister arrives on Thursday. In a perfect world, the baby will come while she's here. But we all know their timing isn't perfect!

  • Maxwell Michael Corey

    We welcomed baby Max at 8 a.m. on January 5. He was 8 pounds 1 ounce and 20.5 inches long. I wanted to share his birth story because it turned out so differently than what I had pictured and planned for. Despite the fact that I had been feeling like I was going to give birth for about 2 weeks, he had to be coaxed out in the end. I guess he just really likes to be cozy. We have not stopped snuggling him since he was born!

    If you're squeamish you might want to skip this part, but I feel like it's important to include everything. So, at my 39-week appointment my doctor said that everything looked great and I was basically ready to have the baby. I had been feeling a lot of contractions and I suspected I would go into labor any time. So when she offered to strip my membranes to get things going, I said yes. The next day I lost my mucus plug, so I figured that would be the start of labor. Nope! Not only did it not work, my contractions pretty much completely stopped.

    I should mention that this whole time my main concern was having a too-fast labor and not being able to get to the hospital in time. I feel like everyone I talked to with a second baby mentioned the speed. I was supposed to have 2 doses of antibiotics during labor for a positive strep B test, so I thought I might not be able to do that. My reference point was Harper's birth, since everything happened so fast after my water broke.

    Past 40 weeks and feeling like I was out of room!

    So when I went to my 40 week appointment at 40 weeks and 5 days with no signs of labor, I suspected that my doctor was going to suggest induction. With my age, gestational diabetes diagnosis and the strep B thing, I knew I would be pushing it to go past 41 weeks. So I thought, maybe by Friday. But she said she recommended induction by Wednesday. And not only that, but she was working at the hospital that night (Monday), so we could actually go in that night for the induction. And that would be the only way to guarantee that I would have her as my doctor. Mike and I talked it over, and even though we were kind of freaked out to go that soon, we felt it was time. I didn't think 2 days would make much of a difference. So we went home, had a nice dinner, and then headed back to the hospital at 8 p.m.

    The nurse they gave me was really wacky — interesting in sort of a Bay Area middle-aged hippie way. But very awkward. She was nice, but she took forever to do all the paperwork and then missed getting my IV in twice. So by the time they gave me the Miso pill it was like 9:45. Side note: I couldn't believe how tiny this pill was that was going to make me have a baby, and they cut it in half!

    Realized later that this bruise was from the missed IVs.

    Anyway, we hung out and waited for things to get going, which they did, probably around 1 a.m. By then I had a different nurse, who was super nice and supportive of our intention to avoid pain meds. But I was getting so annoyed at being hooked up to all the monitors, plus the IV for strep B antibiotics. It seemed like every time I moved a little, one of them slipped and someone would come in to fix it. If the baby's heart rate dipped at all they wanted me to also wear oxygen and it just made me paranoid that they would end up pushing me to get a C-section or something. That part made me really long for laboring at home naturally.

    By 2 a.m. they said my contractions were regular enough that I could forego another dose of Miso, so I just kept laboring. I used the birth ball a lot — it was awesome. By early morning the contractions were incredibly strong and close together and I was having a really hard time getting through them. I couldn't even sit on the ball anymore, I had to stand up and lean on Mike. I was so ready to give up, I thought I must be going through transition. But my water hadn't broken. With Harper, that was the thing that made everything change in a hurry, so I was desperate for that. I knew I had orders for pain medication at the ready and I was seriously starting to think I would need them, but Mike was very encouraging about the fact that I had done this before and I was going to get through it. I just did not experience that intensity level with Harper's birth. Hers was WAY longer, but I was able to handle it better.

    When my doctor came in at 7 a.m. to tell me she had to leave because her shift was over, I was bummed. But honestly I didn't care who delivered the baby as long as he came out ASAP! She said I was only 5 cm dilated but seemed to be transitioning. She offered to break my water and I said definitely, yes. She said, I think you'll have a baby by 10 a.m. At first I thought she had said 8:10 and we all laughed about that. But actually I knew it would be sooner than 10. Pretty much as soon as my doctor left, the contractions were just unbearably strong and I was a total mess. Lots of tears and saying "I can't do this" and that sort of thing. Thankfully the crazier things got, the more calm Mike got. And the nurse helping me at the time had been there for 37 years, so she was cool as a cucumber. I did not think I could get through it, but before long my body was basically pushing the baby out. It didn't take long at all before he was crowning and they were rushing in the next doctor. She barely got her gloves on before Max came out at 8 a.m. Maybe in 2-3 pushes. I can't tell you the relief at that moment.

    When Harper was born they took her to be checked, weighed and cleaned right away. But with Max they left him on my chest for a good long time. I really appreciated that.

    I think our nurse had a little bit of photojournalist in her - I don't even remember her taking these pictures.

    Grammie meeting Max for the first time.

    On reflection, I think my body reacted very strongly to the Miso and gave me contractions that were much more powerful and closer together than with natural labor. I'm not sure it was totally worth it to have no pain meds with that kind of pain. But at least it was over quickly. I still think the best way to labor with a healthy pregnancy is probably home birth. No monitors, no pressure to have interventions that pile up. Just trust in the process. But I'm at peace with this birth. We had a healthy boy in just a few hours.

    The other great thing has been how much easier the last few days have been this time around. We were able to leave the hospital a day early, and they hardly bothered us at all while we were recovering. With Harper's hospital stay, they were constantly interrupting us and we got no rest. Max did cry pretty much all night that first night in the hospital, but that's how we learned he is a baby that LOVES to be held.

    It felt like a miracle when he latched on to nurse pretty much right away. I have some of the same struggles with breastfeeding him as I did with Harper, but for the most part he's eating great and gaining weight. He didn't have jaundice and have to be under the lights like Harper. He seems to be a little more chill, but I think his personality is still a big question mark. He sure is a cutie pie, though. I just keep marveling at how tiny and soft he is. I know these moments will be gone so soon, so I am really trying to soak them up.

    I was pretty worried about how Harper would react to Max, but she has been such a great big sister. As I suspected, she really wants to help when we are changing his diaper or putting him in his rocker. Sometimes 3-year-old help is not the most helpful, but we indulge her.

    Of course my hormones are raging, but it's very emotional seeing these two together. Our family does feel a lot more complete and it's just nice to feel like so many of the things I wanted in life have come to fruition. Welcome, Max!

  • Max, 1 month

    I'm a little late posting this, but I'm going on 5 weeks of poor sleep, so I think I can be forgiven.

    Mr. Max just had his 1 month doctor's appointment. He was 10 pounds 12 ounces and 22.5 inches long, so I think it's safe to say he is growing well. He's already gotten a cold from Harper, so I guess with a toddler around his immune system will be getting tested often. Props to whoever invented the snot sucker!

    Max eats like a champ, though we've had some breastfeeding challenges. I saw a lactation consultant (and can we just take a moment to THANK GOD these people exist) and with practice and time, we got through our issues. Honestly, the fact that I had to pump extra bottles was kind of nice because then other people could feed him while I slept.

    Also, thanks Obama for the free breast pump!

    While the past month has been pretty stressful and sleepless at times, it was nothing like Harper's overwhelming first month. There is a definite ease with the second baby, and it helps that he is pretty happy and loves to cuddle.

    This time I know he will cry for no apparent reason, wake at all times of night, and expel every bodily fluid. Because that's what newborns do. Accepting those challenges has made it a lot easier to appreciate the good things. I think I spent most of the first week just staring at Max and feeling weepy. Both because he's wonderful and because it felt instantly like our family was complete. I just felt really lucky that so many of the things I wanted in life came to be.

    Harper continues to be great with him. She's a little rough at times, but she just wants to help. She asks to hold him a lot, which totally melts my heart.

    While Harper was kind of an odd baby in the sense of not minding being cold and always wanting to be outside, Max likes to be super warm and he wants to be held all the time. Sometimes that's hard, but at least he is willing to be worn in a carrier. He just passes out and makes these contented little noises.

    He's already trying hard to hold his head up, and he occasionally smiles. Once I put him on his activity mat and he darn near rolled over. He's a strong little guy!

    Mike's parents were here for a few days when he was like 2 weeks old, and that was really nice. Since they had another grandson born the day before Max, they are really soaking up the grandbaby time.

    Max had a lot of baby acne in the beginning, but now it's starting to clear up and he's starting to chub out.

    He is bigger than Harper was, but oh my gosh they look so similar. I look back at pictures of her and I can't tell who's who. It's amazing. I'm wondering if that will continue. He's already getting that strawberry blond colored hair that she got.

    As much as I've gotten used to my middle-of-the-night feedings with episodes of Felicity in the background (how is it I never watched that?), I am hoping that in the next month Max will start sleeping longer stretches and we can all catch up on sleep a little. Our shift system for nights has been great, but I think we're ready for the next phase.

    And here's hoping that this little cuddlebug takes long naps when he finally gets on a schedule. And he will be getting on a schedule!

  • Harper at 3

    I think this photo pretty much sums up what it's like to have a "threenager." Harper is bossy, demanding, temperamental, and a little cray sometimes. But she bounces between that and sweet, cuddly, creative, curious and so many other interesting qualities that it's hard for me to say that three is as bad as I feared it might be.

    Honestly it seems like having a baby brother has made her a little easier to communicate with because she can't demand all of our attention all the time. And she wants to be more independent so she likes helping with him.

    Sometimes she goes, "baby Max is so cute!"

    For example, she always wants to bring the Boppy pillow to whoever is holding Max. She's a little aggressive with putting in his pacifier, but it's cute that she wants to give it to him.

    She's also been playing with her dolls more, trying to imitate what we're doing.

    This picture just slays me.

    When Mike's parents were here, she interacted with them in a way I'd never seen before. Where before she had been hesitant to play with people she doesn't see very often, she made an instant connection with them.

    She let both of them read her books, which strangely, she doesn't do often. Her version of reading is to turn the pages before you can get a line out. But I do think that will change as she is able to sit still longer.

    She LOVED the Christmas tree when we had it. She kept asking to go see it, and then she would name every ornament.

    She got a giant floor puzzle for Christmas, which got her really into the idea of doing puzzles. Now she's got at least one going at all times.

    It's hard for me to deal with the "toy soup" she creates daily in our living room, but it takes a lot of toys to keep this girl entertained. Her current favorites are her finger puppets (she is constantly singing this finger family song where each finger is a member of the family), and her Peppa Pig figurines.

    She's starting to have a much bigger imagination. She play cooks us meals and she does the most adorable routine where her Ernie doll goes to sleep, then wakes up, brushes his teeth and has breakfast.

    She's still a great eater and will try most foods, even if she prefers her favorites.

    Of course I am biased, but I think she gets more beautiful every day.

    Her hair is turning darker, but I think it will still get sun-bleached in the warmer months.

    She is in the process of moving up to the 3-year-old class at her daycare, and I think that will be good for her. She's had a lot of shyness with kids her age, but I see her opening up much more on the playground now.

    Seeing Max as a baby now, reminds me of how quickly these years pass (even though as they say, the days are very long). So I am really trying to take the tantrums in stride and just go with the roller coaster that is life with little ones. Before you know it, Harper will be a teenager for real, and I'll wish for those 3-year-old cuddles.

  • Max: 2 months

    I'm almost a month late posting this, so I guess that tells you what kind of month it's been. Max has been doing really well, but we've been working on some improvements to the house and Mike was gone for a few days for work, so we've been really busy.

    Thankfully auntie Megan was here for a few days. She is so good with Max.

    Harper has also been playing with Max a lot. She likes to lay in the bed and pretend to be him. He loves to watch her.

    Right around 10 weeks, Max started getting really fussy. I wasn't sure why, but then I remembered that Harper also had a really difficult time around then. It's a "wonder week" with lots of brain development, so that makes sleep and everything else more intense. He also got another cold, poor thing, so I'm sure that didn't feel good.

    One thing that has been great about this month is all the smiles. Those baby grins are just the best.

    We've had fun dressing him in all his little outfits, too. He has quite the wardrobe!

    Sometimes he outgrows things after only wearing them once, so we have to keep rotating in new things. I've had the hardest time finding socks that fit him, so now he is in a 6-12 month sock. He still likes to be cozy warm all the time.

    Sleep also got better this month. I was starting to get pretty fried from all the night feedings, but he has been going longer and longer stretches. Similar to Harper at this age, he sleeps most of the night until an early morning feeding. Sometimes there's a second one. Once he even slept the whole night!

    Naps have been a lot tougher. He will take a long nap, thank goodness. But most of the time we have to resort to wearing him in the carrier. My neck got so strained at one point I could barely move it, so I have been trying not to rely on that too much. But it's hard. Trying to put him to sleep in his crib does not work at all.

    I shouldn't say he doesn't nap outside the carrier. It's more of a battle to keep him asleep. I'm just trying to take that one day at a time. He still seems a little young for a strict routine.

    This month he's been trying really hard to get his hand in his mouth. Two cheers for self soothing!

    He also seems a lot more alert and interested in toys. We have what seems like millions, so we're trying to keep him entertained. Bath time has gotten a lot better, too.

    We've got him in cloth diapers, although they don't fit as well after going through another kid. I'm willing to deal with it though after seeing how much money we spent on diapers, sheesh!

    I'm looking forward to Max being able to sit up better and maybe hang out in the jumper or some of the other toys we have. He is doing more every day, and it's fun to watch.

    I pulled out the only KU onesie I have because he needs to cheer for the Jayhawks. So far it's working!

  • Max, 5 and 6 months

    OK, get ready for cute overload because I have SO MANY good pics of my kids this summer.

    I can't believe Max is 6 months old, but it's true. Here he is at 5 months.

    And then at 6 months.

    He is still our Mr. Smiley Guy.

    If you tickle him or do a high-pitched sneeze, he has the cutest giggle.

    He's had a pretty big couple of weeks. First, we started him on solid foods.

    I decided to skip the rice cereal this time and just do purees.

    Then he got two teeth! So we've also given him some mum-mums and crusty bread to chew on.

    Obviously the Bumbo is getting a lot of use since he's still a little tippy.

    He loves playing with Tupperware containers and various other things that are not toys.

    I have even put him in a laundry basket with some toys, since it is sort of like a mini playpen.

    Other times I kind of prop him up in the Boppy so I can play with him.

    The teething has definitely affected his sleep, although I would still say he is a much more consistent sleeper than Harper was at his age.

    Occasionally he takes a long nap, but his are usually only half an hour. So I am struggling to get much of anything done during the days I'm home with him. But I feel like the alternative is having him sleep less at night, and I don't want that either.

    He has also become really grabby and interested in rolling or lurching for things, so I really have to watch him closely.

    He likes to grab his feet, and he can get his toes in his mouth.

    He still has really bad cradle cap, so sometimes I put lotion on his head and it makes his hair stick up.

    He was 18.5 pounds at his last appointment and pretty tall.

    I'm looking forward to what the next few months will bring. Before we know it he will be walking and talking!

    Harper has been a handful and a half, but she is also progressing so much.

    Her teachers tell us she has completely come out of her shell at daycare, and now she plays with other groups of kids, no problem.

    She tells me about her day now, and has gotten a lot better at asking for what she needs.

    What's hard is that she has both an immense amount of energy and a LOT of feelings.

    We took a trip to the petrified forest in Calistoga, and without a nap that day she whined/cried/yelled the whole ride home.

    So I'm a little nervous about traveling with two little kids for a whole week, but I think the key is not trying to do too much. And snacks. So many snacks.

    She calls this her swimming costume. 

    Harper started playing soccer at school and I think she would like swimming lessons too. Although I think she would be really great at tumbling.

    Toddler lunch of champions. 

    She has a great sense of style (hat tip to Grammie!) and she is an amazing artist. I love seeing her creativity shine through.

    There are still a lot of kids activities in the Bay Area that we need to explore, so hopefully we'll get to do some of those things soon. We're still finding our new rhythm without Grammie and with me working 2 days a week, but we're getting the hang of it.

    More pictures soon of Max's finished room and our solar panels!

    *I also wanted to mention that you can follow me on Instagram. I wish I had more time to blog, but since I don't I try to at least keep the photos coming.

  • Max 7-9 months and Harper 3.5

    I had to take this picture to document the fact that prior to this I had left him sitting on the floor on the other side of the room. Apparently he can pull himself to standing and push his little play table several feet.

    At 9 months, Max is doing a lot of the same things Harper was at that age.

    Yup, that was Harper!

    He can balance standing up as long as he's holding onto something.

    He really likes to be walked around the house. He doesn't quite crawl, but he seems close to crab crawling with one leg out the way Harper did.

    For a while I had him rigged up in the Jenny Jump Up so that he could stand at the table, but he already doesn't need it.

    We learned the hard way that you can't leave him on a couch or bed anymore. He will totally roll off (head first, of course).

    7 months.

    8 months.

    It seems strange to say, but the last 3 months have been much harder than the previous 3. I think it's mostly because of teeth. Max has 6 now, and every time he gets a new one, he is miserable and sleepless.

    That picture pretty much sums up how I've felt lately — tiiired.

    Then a few weeks ago, we all got sick, but Max got it the worst. He had a fever for like 4 days, and he couldn't sleep for being so stuffed up. And we just could not get his sleep on track after that.

    He was so tired he fell asleep playing with toys.

    Fortunately, we accomplished a couple of things after that. We got a second car (an electric Leaf!) and I found a daycare for Max. I'm not sure if it's related to his daycare provider or not, but he's been sleeping most of the night ever since.

    So we have our happy Max back, and it's great.

    The biggest thing that happened over the last 3 months, though, was our vacation to Portland and Seattle. Traveling with two little kids was tough, but they did great on their flights.

    The hardest part was lugging around all the stuff (stroller, 2 carseats, luggage, diaper bag, etc.). And then traveling between the two cities, which took WAY longer than we had anticipated.

    We did get some family photos, which was nice.

    This one, from a Portland breakfast spot, is my favorite.

    This one kind of sums up the chaos of our trip.

    We stayed at Air BnBs, which worked out great. Plus, I got two blissful days of wandering around Portland while the kids had free daycare from Mike's conference.

    Still dreaming about Blue Star Donuts.

    We took a break for a mall carousel.

    Max loves playing in the grass.

    One of the best things we got to do was meet up with an old friend from Kansas and ride on her family's boat. They took us around Lake Union in Seattle, which was just unbelievably beautiful.

    Harper was a little scared, but she did great.

    We tried to do the public market in Seattle, but it was too crazy crowded.

    Instead we headed to Discovery Park for a hike.

    This picture is so Harper — all dirt and shin bruises.

    On our last day we took the kids to Alki Beach and we got some great photos of them playing in the sand together.

    They still get along really well. These pictures of them with Harper's Soccer Shots headband crack me up.

    Grammie came to visit for a couple weeks, which was so nice.

    We are planning TWO trips to visit family for the holidays, so it will be fun to see everyone we've missed.

    I've been super busy and stressed from all the knitting orders that have come in, but it's kind of par for the course.

    My boss is opening another store in Breckenridge, so I am making a whole bunch of items for that.

    We did have a nice respite at a local beach we found. There are so few really quiet places around, so we'll have to remember this one.

    This time with two little kids can be really brutal some days. But I also feel this sense of fulfillment I never have before. It's not perfect, but I have so many of the things I always wanted. And especially now that we have the house pretty much finished and I'm back to work, it's easier to appreciate it all.

    I love this picture. Oh, to be 3 again.

    As Harper gets closer to 4, I think she's calming down a little. She's learning how to spell and how to communicate better, and she says the most adorable things like, "mommy, you're my best friend."

    Harper's taking yoga and I bought a jogging stroller so I can run. Hopefully if Max keeps sleeping well we can all come out of the haze and feel normal again. I have some new products, including these adorable crowns.

    I should have more to share soon!

  • Harper, 4, and Max, 1

    It's been so long I hardly remember how to do this! I guess my absence tells you what's it's like to have two little kids. I really liked the part of blogging where I kept a record of my kids growing, though.

    At this age they have kind of flipped roles a bit. Harper can communicate well enough to follow directions and she goes to bed reliably at 7:30, then sleeps until 7:30 (sometimes even later!). She's still grappling with toddler emotions and SO MUCH ENERGY, but generally she's a lot more mature. I can't believe I'm going to be signing her up for kindergarten next summer.

    Mellow Max on the other hand has become quite a handful. I had forgotten about the 18-months-ish age, where they can walk, climb and generally get into trouble, but they can't really communicate yet. So if they want something and can't make it happen, they just whine or cry. He does take naps, but he stays up later than Harper and during these really bright summer months, he wakes up ready to party at 6:30.

    Max has figured out how to open the fridge and take things out. Poor guy is just hungry all.the.time. I can't even imagine how much he will eat as a teenager.

    Harper is getting a lot pickier about what foods she'll eat. She still tries a lot of things, but she wants mac 'n cheese and cereal, and if I make something with peppers and onions, she wants me to pick them out. They're both all about the chocolate ice cream.

    It is cute the way they play together now. Harper likes to help get Max set up in his high chair and sometimes she will even get him something he needs without being asked.

    The problem is that they fight about toys all the time. They always want what the other one has, even if they have no real interest in it. Luckily they have different enough interests and we have enough toys that they can usually find something else to do.

    Harper is still really into art projects and dressing up. We now have 3 cubbies and an overflowing bin of dress-up toys in her room.

    Her biggest love right now is Moana. I actually think it's a great movie, although I've seen it enough times to be a little over it. And of course she is always down to wear a princess dress to school over her clothes.

    Max is super into trains lately. He says "choo choo" when a bart train goes by - it's adorable. He also loves to build little things with Legos.

    It's interesting to see him developing language in kind of a different way than Harper. She didn't say as many words, but she would say them perfectly. He'll try more, even if it comes out all garbled. Sometimes he just kind of talks in gibberish and you're like, OK buddy. I have no idea what you want, but right on.

    Mike and I got a rare vacation when we turned his work trip to Vancouver into a long weekend without kids. My mom flew in from Kansas to watch them. It was so nice and over way too soon.

    Our next trip will be with the kids to Minnesota in September. We wanted to go back to Lutsen for our anniversary (Sept. 18) and we thought we could have some alone time and then some with the whole family. I can't believe we haven't been back there since the wedding almost 7 years ago.

    This stage of life is just tough. I think it was actually easier when Max was a baby. The not-sleeping part is super hard, but then their needs are pretty much limited to eating, sleeping and diaper changes. Now you have to be on all the time, and it's intense. Especially for an introvert who needs alone time to recharge. I think when they're old enough to have a little more independence it will be easier. But hey, no one does this because it's easy.

    Last week we finally got enough free time to take the kids on a bike ride in our neighborhood. It was really fun, and it was a little taste of the kind of outdoorsy things we can as a family, especially as they get older.

    I have Max in daycare 4 days a week now, and I am starting to work a lot more. I now work at 2 stores (1 in Sausalito and 1 in San Francisco). I'm doing some PR work for one store and organizing classes at the other. And now I'm branching out and trying to teach more classes. I think that is really where it's at for me. It's the perfect intersection of crafts, media and retail, it pays well, and there are a lot of opportunities to teach around here.

    I'm also trying to get back in shape, post-babies, so hopefully I'll get a minute to share about that soon.